On a night as this,I crawled into my skin and tore you out
You whose being I have known for many a day.
My person is changing you see.
I am who I am, but different when with you.
Incredibly unbelievable what I could do
When I believed.
I have not been inspired
To be the best I have been.
But you wouldn't know that, now would you?
Because all that you are, and all that I am
Makes an unstoppable storm I am yet to comprehend.
Storms tear my heart as I put this down.
Smiles not a common feature on my once fair face.
All the uncommon becoming a used-to feeling I have learnt to master
Disguise and lies my newly found heart throbs.
It's not easy being a strong person with no multitude to cheer you on.
Sometimes all a hero needs is a single soul to believe
When their own is too weak to do so.
When I believed, or not.
Lights dim
Music low
Darkness surrounding me brightly reflects all that is within.
Soft whispers fill my head
Of days passed when I believed
And so did you,
In the storm that was you and I.
Trust and faith
Not easy to come by, not so?
Virtues many are yet to believe in,
Even though it may be hard and near impossible,
I did that with us,
And lost my being in the process.
Bad position to be in this one,
Where the only saviour mine soul has,
Is the very same one who threw it away.
Sad case not quite uncommon in a life such as the one I lead.
But I have to believe,
Even when all souls surrounding me do not partake of the same calling as I,
It is the only ray of hop I will hold on to, if I am to live,
to ever believe in anything as beautiful as this was,
When I believed.
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