YOU LOST A GOOD THING.

For the first time

In a long time,

I did not think about you with tears in my eyes.

I thought about you with a broad smile.

That is progress right there.

That is growth.

I developed today you see,

I recorded a notable change in my life that well, still involved you.

I can.

I have moved away from you.

I wake up and feel stronger without you.

I don't need you to lift me up anymore.

I can do that all by myself.

It took me too long, I know,

but that's the best way to heal dear.

I took time.

I let myself be sad.

I shed tears for me,

because I gave you too much.

Well, it's alright by me.

Being with you was one of the most amazing bits of my life.

If I could,

I would kill you for how badly it ended,

but that would mean I stain my hands with your blood for the rest of my life.

I gave you too much already,

the rest of my life is something I want to keep to myself.

I hope you have a good life,

and one day come to your senses and do realise,

that when you lost me dear,

you lost a good thing.